I can't talk
I can't breathe
I can't write
I can't think
I've lost a part of me
at 6 weeks I lost the baby.
Apparently this is a natural occurrence in 60 percent of women before the 21st week.
I couldn't cope at all at first. I spent all last week out of town sitting by a lake at a cottage crying in the middle of no where.
This is the first I've been able to post about it.
I feel like it's my fault like I jynx the pregnancy because I wasn't ready for it because I was scared.
I know this happens but I don't know how to deal I don't know how to move on.
Oh hunni, i'm so sorry, this must be absoulutly heart breaking for you, ok, first you need to give yourself time to let this sink in, do things you love, light a candle for your baby, write a letter to him or her, cry if yo need to cry, you must let your feelings out, maybe, if you have a little garden, plant a beautiful flower plant in memory? Just make sure you are surrounded with people who care about you, then if you feel ready, maybe look into some counselling xx
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