Sunday, August 19, 2012

sinking

That moment when you realize your thinking that cutting and taking a bunch of pills could just take the darkness away.
Why was I born with this thick blackness within; I don't think it will ever go away.
I'm tired I'm just fucking tired.
12 Days till I move to a bigger city. can I make it 12 days.
I really want to starve.
I'm slipping.
I've been feeling myself isolate and turn off.
The darkness is consuming me.

Look at this picture of me makes me sick, I'm fat and faking soo much happiness. Minus the fact I did get to drink the booze in that bag.


1 comment:

  1. Don't look at the picture if you don't like it, but I really hope that someday soon you'll see what an incredible amount of beauty is in it - in you. Take care lovely x x

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