thanks guys for commenting on my prom post <3 means alot to me.

today hasn't been such a great day - i couldn't get out of bed so I skipped 2 out of 3 of my classes and then went back home. I miss my ex today. I feel fat today and had mentioned losing weight to one of my friends and they thought it was a good idea and that I should maybe even throw up [all though i am not sure that part was serious]
I need to lose some weight.
tomorrow is a fast day I think.
I want to cut.
oh and my laptop is in the shop so i am using a really old computer and sometimes it won't let me comment but i am reading <3