being sick is the pits.
I feel like I'm drifting.
I don't know who I am, what I am ment to do.
I don't know anything.
I just know I don't want to be here.
Every waking moment is "how could I die right now" wanting to die is controling everything.
I think I want to die because I feel like I'm living dead. If that makes sense.
I'm doing anything to feel alive but numb this huge pain all at the same time.
I hope everyone has a better day today.
You sound exactly how i feel at the moment, just feels as though we are drifting through each day, just existing, not living. Going through the motions, but not actually getting anywhere, like time is standing still sort of thing? Come on msn for a chat? I have added you xx
ReplyDeleteI'm sorry you're hurting so badly. I'm thinking of you & praying for you that you will know hope and strength. Take care beautiful xxx
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