crying and not stopping - I'm so fat - I'm so ugly - I'm horrible
I'm probably annoying as fuck with all these depressing posts.
Maybe I should just stop but writing helps.
Today I didn't get out of bed. Tomorrow I drop cooking.
The guidance councler is probably sick of me changing my courses.
Probably thinking Im such a failure.
hey there fellow sarah :)
ReplyDeletedon't worry, we all have these emotions inside of us. not everyone shows them 'cause somehow, society has made them unacceptable. it makes people uncomfortable when they see another person hurting or sad. we have that innate feeling that we want to fix them 'cause we want them better. we don't want the person to hurt or feel bad. i think that's why sometimes people get fed up with emotional people 'cause we just want it to not exist.
write though. keep doing it. it's something a lot of us need to do more. writing is one way to face our problems, to put them away in one spot.
you're not a failure either! it's school. we have interests that are constantly changing. i say, if you have the option of doing something new, take it.
Sweetie, your so much stronger than you give yourself credit for, so many people would of given up by now, but you didn't and you shouldn't. So what if your guidence counsellor gets annoyed? It's their job :) And it's your life your looking out for! You need to be happy. And your far from annoying. My posts are exactly the same. Just write whatever you feel, thats what a blog is for xx
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