today was pure rubbish.
I'm a fat ass. I'm a horrible person. my mother can't love me.
Why is it so insanely impossible to love myself? oh ya because I'm shit.
So I'm pretty sure my mom fractured my wrist. I'm going to hospital tomorrow to get it looked at.
My mother is talking about moving back to Birmingham. Its lovely but I have a life here.
I'm depressed - I want to cut. I had three smokes today.
I just don't think I should be on this planet.
you were put on this earth for a reason, and therefore you DO deserve to be here, and you SHOULD be here :( i'm so sorry to hear about your mum, but we need these struggles in our lives to become even stronger, and to make the good times even better. i understand why you're upset about everything, i just hope you cheer up soon :( xxxxxxxx
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