ABC day 1: 500 cals. I had less I had 300 cals today.
being sick makes it a lot easier to not eat but I hate being sick. I can't function.
I didn't even get to hand that project in today because I could not walk to school.
Today has been absolute rubbish. My parents were fighting about me and then at me, my Dad wants money - I have non to give him - my mom is a right bitch and said she wants nothing to do with dance or me and that I'm a burrden she wishes she had aborted.
I was going to make low fat hot chocolate and there was none and I burst out into tears.
Plus for being sick - my period ended early.
I really need to go see my physio therapist because my hip injury is acting up. I cannot afford to have permanently damaged something because dance is all I have.
I hope everyones day was better than mine <3
I am trying not to cut so I really hope I don't even though I realllly want to,
I have so much admiration for your final sentence. Stay strong beautiful girl, you are so loved x x x
ReplyDeleteStay strong <3 Try not to cut, i sound like a hypocrite :( But i don't want you harming yourself xx
ReplyDeleteI hope your hip's okay and reeeeeally hope you didn't cut! still, the important thing is that you tried all you could have so should be proud of yourself either way :) xxx
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