take them one by one because you feel so low
on and on until away you go
I feel like I haven't blogged in a while. I feel like I have no sense of time.
I sleep all day and do whatever by night.
I almost passed out in walmart today.
I got some lovely things on boxing day shopping.
I don't go back to school until the eighth and I don't know what I am going to do till then.
I'm reading quite a bit - I love books. I'm going to be starting a book called Cut - it's by this person who writes about children she's fostered and their lives- this one is about a child/teen longing for a family and escape from her internal pain which she finds in cutting. There are like 5 books in the series.
My sister is having a wicked fun time in Australia right now. I'm glad.
I've got new years plans to get completely sloshed.
I really wanted to kill myself so badly over Christmas because of everything going to shit but your comments really helped me stay alive - the hope in me says thank you <3
Killing myself is a constant thought. Cutting myself is an action I do frequently. Eating is sparse unless I binge and purge. But I'm here and I love you guys.
here's one of my new outfits
Beautiful girl please don't kill yourself. You have so much to live for and you're so much more loved than you know. Hold on x x x
ReplyDeletePlease don't cut :( I sound a hypocrite...but i don't want you to come to any harm :( Reading is good, keeps your mind off things, please stay safe xx
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