I had hip hop practice all day from 11am-6pm only to be told that the choreographer had to rework something they forgot and it was too stressful to work me in having to learn an extra 1/4 of the dance (so I got kicked out even though I learnt 3/4 of a dance in one day that people got three weeks to learn and everyone was saying how I did it better than most people) so that just really broke me.
I need to get something together for my jazz dance Christmas show audition friday.
My friend that I have this huge ass crush on will never like me like that and it hurts like a mother fucker.
Me and my bestfriend got into a fight today because I had an emotional break and she just shaped back at me because I said something about her choosing her boyfriend over me when I needed her - which I didn't mean to come out the way it did - we worked everything out but still it was our first ever fight. ugh.
andthen I went to modern class for a practice for our "christmas show is in a week" practice. got worked hard.
now Im fucking tired and have to write a 2000 word essay. fuccckkkkkk this.
I want to scream and cut and run and I ate shit food today because I was stressed and Icouldn't throw it up.
and I can't super blast my music because of my new roomie which doesn't even really talk to me - but in his defence I am hiding out in my room right now.
I had a shit day and when I got home my mother didn't want me there and she hates me so much and its pushing way over the ledge - and now my knee hurts.
here is how I feel:
Sounds like a really, really tough day, I'm so sorry & pray that today is better! x x
ReplyDeleteNice pic :P OMG...Good luck with the essay :( Sooner it's done, the sooner you can relax, do a bit at a time xx
ReplyDeleteShitty days,we all have them.I hope you managed to finish your essay!
ReplyDeleteLove,Just.
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