whale

whale. that's what someone called me.
the exact phrase was;
"Wow, you look like a while compared to your dance class"

I didn't get out of bed today.
I haven't eaten today and if I do I will throw it up.
I'm done being a whale.
I'm on vacation from dance now that open house is over, so I can't gain and I must loose. we get like three weeks off. When I go back in three weeks I was to be skinny like the rest of the class.

Now I want to go back into my bed but I have to go to the mall with my friend, my super skinny gorgeous bestfriend, shes my thinspo, but I never break a promise so I'm going to the mall.

weigh in today - 128 - barf.